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2631 exam TOMORROW >.<

2008-09-11T18:56:00.003+08:00

UGH spetember september september >.<
What a tiring month >.<
In this our very own september
I tried so hard to remmber
all the things i have to remember
it is because if i dont remember
I will forever try not to remember
What happens in this very september
because if i dont remmber,
I will no longer be a member
of something that try to remember
What I have suppose to remember
Or end up that i do remmber
And i will contine to remember
That is have succesfully remember
What I am supposed to remember

SO PLS LET ME REMEMBER xd

The blog will be inactive for some period xd

2008-08-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

my beloved older sister have discovered this blog (Not amazing xd)
but troublesome swt
the first thing i heard after making an international call is :
Titi ( refering to me) i have found out your blog
hahahahah

and she goes on and on and on repeating it till i pass the phone

haiz what a dissapointment swt

Crappy whats your problem

2008-04-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

1. Some people kept on complaining why must i come to your house all the time but dont want to come to my house?
- Then the answer is simple you are the one who want to go there until recently i never tell u where u want to go till you show dat damn pissed face each time i say up to you.
- I cant fetch you cuz i cant drive as simple as that, you and i know the damn reason why so y must u bring it up

2. Some people say that i am never be there for them
Amazing, each time i spend my time with her alone means what just to make me happy?
hell duh even my friends says i dont meet them often cuz i go out with you
- who calls all the night and get scolded for the phone bill, you?
- who listen to all your same complain again and again? your friend?
- who will teman u and listen to all your same old story again and again although dat person is damn freaky tired

3. Some people says i stress out because dad do this, mom do this and lil bro do dis,
- Try my freaking life and u ll end up hanging yourself the next day where every one dont care and want things go your own way
- for heaven sake, she just told u to ate it then just eat the damn thing and make every one happy is it dat hard ar, try my mom who kept on bugging me to stop playing just to check her damn numbers or fax things for her
- u can say my sibling is nice, try having 4 SO HAI sibling to be blamed on while i have an older sis and another so hai younger sister who suppose to teach but end up screwing them up and blame it on me
- your dad slamn the comp? Thats ALL ar haiz try my dad threatenning to give it to them while he dont want them to play
- u say my sister dont turn a deaf ear - u yourself know they can sit there for 12 hour straight just to play, your brother 3 hours is like dirt compared to 12 hours straight
- u say u hate your bro musics cuz it distub your peace, like i dont hate my sis jap songs - they know i hate it and they still play it but i dont mind cuz dats wut they like so y must u complaint, not happy off it la

4. some people say that she is upset each time she need to wait infront of the door
- is the only 2 times and you complain so much, try recalling how many times i wait for you before each time you went tution outside your house
- if you say is no choice cuz you have tution then let me say the same, how i know when u dont even press the door bell.

5. some people looks like listenning but inside fighting it and refuse to listen
- well listen up good i also damn freaky tired explaing the same thign again and again.\
- dont want to listen fine tell me upfront so i dont have to waste my time caring for you

6. some people say i nver encourage her
- ANOTHER AMAZING THING, if i never freaking support you then every time i cheer you up for what CHARITY WORK ar
- if u feeling down i ll practically stop all my games just for u and make 4 ppl who are my team mates upset

7. some people just say sorry for all the things she says and things all is okay
- SIMPLE let put it this way, like a human i have my limit
- until now i all the things i say for you to do not even once bring me benefit is all for you
- because i dont want to hurt u dats y i say is okay, try once be in my position and listen to what u say and see u willing to forgive me or not

8. some people says why must i change just because u told me so
- here is the deal i never ever once for you
- is a freaking advice where i get nothing in return
- dont want to change UP TO YOU ia lso tired talkign to walls who looks like listenning but put a deaf ear

9. soem people kept on complaining damn that person for delting the pics
- the answer will be simple damn him all you want and u wont get any
- might as well let it be and move on

10. some people say u are annoyed when hearing the same complaints
- who wouldnt, all can be done easily is just u refuse thinking i dont understand u
- hell no u are the one make your lfe damn hard

13th September..... a day to remmember

2007-09-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

As u all guys know... 13 spetember is both a happy and sad days for all of us....

on 13th of septmber which fall on thursday this year is happy as we celbrate the birthday of our supreme jedi master foo xd
so yay he is older and born (ty for brightenning our quiet life)

but also a sad day as one jedi knight
Jedi knight Tee Haow Kang is leaving dat night sob sob
he is on a mission to spread our religion in uk LOL xd

soooooo what should we do dat day?

kyaaaa sorry and thanks dear from the bottom of my heart =)

2007-06-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

Kyaaa.... sorry dear and thank u from the bottom of my heart =) i love u my sze may =p

Today... my dear is so nice to me de =p
In the morning i bought book for her and go to her house =p
She play me many type of song, slow, fast , loud and fast song hahahah xd me enjoy hearing those songs =p
in between she kept on asking u 1 me to turn on the fan or not (kyaaaa so caring =p)
Then at 12.05 we left her house and she drive (dam i feel so bad to her ... sob sorry neh =( )

Then we have lunch =p we share dis seafood bread xd
Before we buy it she asked me which one i want since i dont know what to pick so i see which one she looking at and pick it (hope u like it sorry neh never eat there before =p)

After dat, we go AC meet my trinity friends. I really salute my dear this time. I k now she dont like smoke but she can tahan so long and kept on smiling =) sorry neh i forget about dat part =)

Then we play pool and i take her away first cuz i cannot stand see my dear need to do this things just for me de...
Sorry guys (from trinity) but I cannot take it seeing her like dat oh >.<>
Then she go fetch me to sunway oni go back (i must be 1 bad guy sob )

After go back she tired but i mistook it for she angry .... Sorry neh... told u liaoz u unlucky kena me >.< bad ="(">

My Girl =p

Its so sad to see my dear like this,

Doing things she dont really like,

Just to ensure i really stay happy,

I wonder does she deserves this,

To do things she dont really like,

Just to ensure thati stay happy.

That is why i can say to the world,

I am the luckiest guy in the world,

For she always be there for me,

To care and stand beside of me,

With her gentle and sweet smile,

Without break even for a while.

And because of that i thank you,

At the same time I really miss you,

And kept on thinking about you,

At the same time I really love you XD

My girl =)

2007-06-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

This is about the girl who i love now xd I love You Wong Sze May xd

Every little day in my fragile life,

I walk alone in an empty and lonely path,

Untill the day she brighten my life,

Just like the moon that brighten the path.

When ever i am feeling restless,

She will be there talking or singing,

With her sweet and gentle voice,

Just like receiving Angels grace,

Keeping all things smoothly going,

Or letting me to have a good rest.

Just by taking look at her,

Even if it is just a short glimpse,

Even if it is so far away from her,

Filled my hear with happiness.

On the night 19th of June,

I gather all my courage to get an answer,

I wonder will she be gone,

If i did not manage to get the right answer,

After a while i get an answer,

And all my trouble and worries were gone.

Each time i am confused or sad,

She'll be there for me with a smile,

Clearing the sky from the cloud,

Just like a bright rainbows smile,

That gives everyone a warm smile,

And take away what ever is sad.

When ever i stressed or confused,

She is there to hold from behind,

Getting rid all my doubts far away,

As though it never happen anyway.

When ever i felt so cold and lonely,

She will be there to listen to me,

Even though it is dull to hear me,

She stood there smiling happily,

And reply me slowly and gently,

Helping me to forget the lonely me.

When ever i feel sad or lonely,

All I have to do is close my eyes,

She will be there with open arms,

To calm the soul of the lonely.

When ever i am being stupid or angry,

She is always be there to calm me down,

Her gentle smile and touch cool me down,

But now i am sorry for making her worry,

As all i know from my heart's deep down,

She is as nice and sweet as a strawberry.

2007-06-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Breaking My Heart by* MLTR ( posters see lyrics in plain text) (from the album 'Nothing To Lose')
I'm on the floor
counting one minute more
Noone to break the silence
Staring into the night all alone but that's alright
It's the feeling deep inside I don't like

Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again

Here in my bed
counting the words you've said
They linger in the shadows

Coming home late at night
drunk again but that's alright
It's the look in your eyes I don't like

Chorus: There is no excuse my friend
for breaking my heart breaking my heart again...
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again

annoyed with the lousy booking concept of GSC

2007-06-12T18:22:00.000+08:00

Gsc got this booking 3 days before the show IS GOOD
the stupidthings is that stupid system always crash = BAD
Now i can book i book 3 diffrenet time for me and my best friend
BWHAHAHHAHAHA xd
Thanks to the thinking rose i can book at 3 seperate time
BWHAHAHHAHA xd
TAke dat see i can miss all 3 booking or not xd

K1

2007-06-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

what a very strange creature it is
glowing in the middle of darkness
Bring light to the empty darkness
But leaving something a miss.

Everyday it looks different,
like the shiny stars in the sky,
which brighten up de the day,
Just like how the sun burnt.

Once is always never enough
Looking something so tough,
Yet gentle to be seen from far
As is hard to get close by,
Because time passed by,
Only for it to be seen from far.

Dilemma haih >.<

2007-06-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

I finally win that woman by sudden carrying her
end up, i overstrained my hand and it got numb for few hours
what to do she strugle like crap >.< making it dam hard
But in the end it doesnt even matter xd cxuz i have won xd
But now i feel bad cuz is like forcing her to do something she dont like
haih sad sad dunno what to do or say
either way she wont rugi but sure one of em she wont like sob

To those friends who almost give up in exam

2007-06-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

Dont say that you cant pass, cuz it will demotivate your study
by giving up, you have made yourself weak and surrender
to faith by telling yourself i ll fail the dam stupid paper
But take it it this way friends, try saying u ll succed
it will make u more motivated to study harder
which can lead you to have an acheievement
Compared to sitting there and fail
Having a pass is not dat bad xd

Pearl Jam songs xd

2007-05-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Last Kiss By Pearl Jam
Where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world
We were out on the tele in my daddy’s car
We hadn’t driven very far
There in the road, straight ahead
A car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right
I’ll never forget the sound that night
The screamin tires, the bustin glass
The painful scream that I heard last
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world
When I woke up the rain was pourin down
There were people standin all around
Something warm flowing through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling, just a little while"
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I had missed
Well now she’s gone
Even though I hold her tightI lost my love, my life, that night
Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

From what i understand in this song, i can see that this guy real sad and regret the accident that took his girl away so boys and girls becarefull on the road xd

Wind

2007-05-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

When will it come,
Bringining hopes,
Spreading news,
Reuniting home.

The time for them have come,
Giving hopes to sailors,
Along with all dangers,
For them to set sail and strong,
And doing what is not wrong,
Taking them away from home.

Here comes the wind ,
Bringing news from the sea,
Where your eyes couldnt see,
Telling that they win,
All the challnges that came,
As thought it us just a game.

Sometimes, no new news came,
Leaving those who were home,
Worried for those that they love,
Wondering ifthey are really safe.

But ill news do come along,
Bring despair and sadness,
As they hear all the losses,
That the wind carry along.

For those who are lonely,
Wind is one of their friend,
As the soft and gentle touch,
Making the soul content,
Although is not that much,
Until the day that one died.

The Clash of the Titans to Get The mighty STick xd

2007-05-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

One day there were two titans figting to gain the most desireable power of them all. One of the titan is known for its power and strebgth while the other always hide itself in the jungle.

The first titan can be seen from the picture create the path of destruction to every one that dare to challnge it. It is large in size and posseses a destructive power equivelant to the God of Destruction himself. One stomp on the ground the earth Shake. One stare and the object burned. Furthermore using its superior intelligence it can create a volcanic erruption using its stomp and breath of fire. The lava flowing from the volcano hotter than any flame known to mankind. Its scream can give endless torture while looking at it can give u quite a bad luck xdHowever, if it favours you, your desires can be granted and most wounds can be healed but it is a large gamble. Though the creature is scary but it have a gentle heart but will condemmed those who tried to control or use it.

The second titan only recenlt emerged from the forest. White and shiny bring calmness aura to those who seek it. It is willing to help those in need though not much power. Many try to find it and keep it for themselves but always fail as sometimes, the titans unleash its destructive power and freezes its opponent in an instant. Most people do not belive such a creature could done such destruction but the truth will be revealed one day. It also posses the power of nature, the sound can put people to enternal slumber, while its stomp as swift as the wind. Making it impossible to be captured. Even the ONE stick sometimes requires it help as it is very dependable xd

However due to the recent emreges of the one power, this titans have been competing both in wisdom and connection to the ONE stick. Through connection with the stick, they can gain immense knowledge of all the elements. Its power alone enough to turn the world upside down or brining mankind to a better future. After some rough observation, the stick seems to be connected tot he white titan but the black titan doesnt seems to give upand the stories continue xd

Assignment Assignment Assignment

2007-05-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Last week Management assignemnt need to write 2500 words >.<
That piece of crap makes me lose one day sleep cuz i cant do it >.<
But wut makes me happy is i am not the only one xd yay >.<
AFter dat me and a couple go watch movie xd feel so bad beccoming a lamp post >.<
But i have no choice de cuz i tooooo sleepy need sum1 to take care of me incase i faint or slpt on the table bwhahahahhahahaha xd
In the movie i slept every 5 mins for 30 sec >.< so out of 1 hour 45 mins show i like gone 10% of it sob
The girl oso sleep a bit while the guy stay awake nyahahhahahah xd

Today another crappy accounting assignemnt >.<
Celaka betul >.< xd SLept at 2 wake up at 5 just to finish it
In the end it doesnt even matter cuz i finish 23 minutes before due time (12.00 pm)
My heart was beating hard cuz i dam scared i cant finish hahahhahaha xd

Thanks to the lovely couple who always guide me and teach me neh xd
their code name is : PoleBear xd
Pole:
the guy is a super genius dude who is GOD LIKE with figures
He is tall and thin and some people call him handsome xd (I JEALOUS SOB)
Always good in study and can do all type of sport except baseball (cuz he dont paly it i think)
I know him for 6 years and there is no year he never amazed me xd
Known as the answer to all questions - his answer have 90% chance to get correct as long it deals with figuresxd

Bear:
The girl is a nice and sweet lady sometimes i find her too nice to other people
know her one year only de
Like to wear simple clothing (pants + t shirt) - would be nice if u wear girls clothes xd
her voice is dam soft and slow xd hahahah xd
Always scare people de but actually not dat serious xd
summore always sorry till we need to make no-sorry policy

It is an honour and blessing to know this 2 nice people xd

hinder lips of an angel

2007-05-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/hinder/lipsofanangel.html

HINDER LYRICS"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why you calling me so late?

It's kinda hard to talk right now.

Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?

I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And, yes, I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

Well my girl's in the next roomSometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved onIt's really good to hear your voice say my name

It sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

recently i have been hearing this song alot kinda remind me alot of the pas =p

COOL xd

2007-05-05T21:51:00.000+08:00

My friend a girl have good perfomace on her first try xd
Using doom bringer she kill 8 xD
creeping skill 1/4 each wave (Good for 1st timer)
denying skill 0/4 (expected if she can deny 1 i ll be WHOAH xd)
Ksing skill 2/5 (it maybe fake but the results is AWESOME)
Fighting skill 10/10( perfect for knowing when to fight and back)

Using enigma she kill 6
Team cooperation (7/10)- for stunning the right one, and mekansm xd
killing, not dat good with dis 1 cuz always let jin hang ks xd but can use dagon
*clap clap*

OVERALL: I am satisfied xd and YAY got 1 more kaki to play with xd

WARNING

2007-04-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

WARNING, before you guys made a stupid conclusion and start scolding, screwing or even worriying it is allright. I will not go back to her no matter what. So nobody have to feel worried or bad about the thing. Smile smile laugh laugh and please dont itchy hand go show her THANK YOU

SOrry

2007-04-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

Thousand sorry aren't enough,

As our life getting more tough,

Where all the things have gone,

As there is nothing can be done.

For every word that i have said,

I've no choice but to take it back,

Because things started to break,

Making me forget what's made.

There is nothing left i can do,

Things weretn to be meant this way,

But this is way it should go,

Because there is no alternative way.

I dont mind you start cursing me,

And hating me for all the sadness,

As that is how things should be,

Hoping you'll find your happiness.

Stop hoping for miracle to happen,

As it can not and will never happen,

So Sorry things have to go this way,

As there is nothing i can do or say.

Sorry for just standing there,

Sorry for not saying anything ,

Sorry for leaving it there,

Sorry for every single thing.

Weird Weird Feeling... >.<

2007-04-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

Just last Night i have decide to rise the white flag and sit down quietly enjoying my bachelor life. This is because i believe it is impossible to get her de. Therefore i decide to give up before i regret more next time. Then suddenly out of the blue a sound came from the hand phone telling me that i got a message this morning. The message is none other than from her >.<>.<>.<

Forgotten xd

2007-04-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

As time flow according to its course,
People will tend to forget,
All the people they know,
All things they have said,
All the deals which made,
all the things they know,
Memories will too follow its course,
Even if you refuse to forget.

The old one try to cherish all the moments,
But slowly those moments beginning to fade,
As their existance in this world start to fade,
Leaving others remmembering the moments,

The young one will too forget,
As the season changes through time,
New things will shape their newlife,
Forcing them to forget their old life,
Unrealizing they have forget,
The things died along with the time.

People will want to forget,
All the unimportant things,
The sad and emberassing,
The things they dare not face,
Just for saving their own face,
They rather choose to forget.

In some of the love story,
People have forgotten,
all the promises made,
all the words have been said,
The things they have shared,
Like it was just a history,
That was never made,
Only to be forgotten.

But something are best forgotten,
For it is too painfull to remember,
As this memories only bring sadness,
Than bringing back all the happiness,
That the people barely remmber,
As most of them were forgotten.

XD

Friends xd

2006-11-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

When the sky is covered by the darkness,

And no shine could any one see,

who you hope the most to see?

Is it those who will clear the darness?

When you are lost in the very middle of the chaos,

Find no single hope or route to escape,

There will be sumone to help u in the midst of chaos.

There will be some one there to help u escape.

When every hope around you is lost,

Only fear and regret left,

Someone will get beack what you lost,

Only a sign of relieve left.

After they get back for you whats left,

Of what you had lost.

When your are feeling sad and down,

While all others laugh and s.un you,

All your friends will be there for you,

Sharing what is bringing you down.

Once in a while one may loose his temper,

Accidentally hurting all dear to him,

Strangers will run away due to his temper,

But his friends will stay with him.

2006-11-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

WARHAMMER 40000 of the hardest strategy i ever played besides desciples 2 of course.
Have unit cap and auto regen for all its stuff.....
simple RTS game = build = put = attack xd
However be warned if simpl attack it will take a very very long time =)
use brain 30 minutes use brute force 2 hours
got special unit like a god but hard to get haihhhh..........
got heroes wif decent skills and their artellary rocks xd
your own troops can also be designed xd u can colour them pink blue green wuteva u like xd

Playing with words xd

2006-10-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

If some month got 30 days and some month got 31 days how many month got 28 days xd

If elephant nose is longest which got the 2nd longest ?

If a man walking under the rain without having his hair or shirt we without wearing any water proof stuff?

which animal you can pook twist turn whack bash and wont die or get mad?

xd think about it xd if cannot get the answer..............................

The answer is:
every month got 28 days
baby elephant
dat guy is naked and bold
stuff animals

JEalousy xd

2006-10-11T05:48:00.000+08:00

Jealousy one of our feeling,
A feeling that can broke a bond of friendship,
Almost all type of known to man relationship,
CAn be broken by this feeling.

Best friends start a fight with each other,
Just because they jealous of each other,
Without knowing why there are jealousy,
But their own biggest enemy are jealousy.

Jealousy cause us man to doubt each other,
Although having the same dream and goal,
Some can not work along side of each other,
Putting a side all of their dream and goal,
Due one wanted to be better than the other,
Sacrificing every person dream and goal.

Arguement and fighting were now very common,
Just as jealousy become reason become common,
They dont want others to get better than themselves,
However in the process itself they destroy themselves.

A feeling that man should not have,
Just as the satan should not revolt and fight,
Because of the jealousy that it have,
Cause him to put away his concience and fight.

Why must we be jealous of others,
And hold others back for ourselves,
What good does it have on others,
Or Ask this question about ourselves.

Jealousy ruin every thing in life,
Every one not in peace due to jealousy,
Why dont we life a pecaefull life,
Without fighting, argue and jealousy.

HAHHAHAHa xd

2006-10-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hrmmmm i have a good news from my friends, Qairul (who finally tell me how to spell his name correctly)
And Kelvin Pui xd both from Malaysia xd....
They say they enjoy reading what i wrote and have a good laugh xd Yeepieeeee xd
Is good dat people enjoy what i wrote and thank you xd
I hope the new can still make you all laugh hahahhahaha xd

Words for the cowards

2006-10-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

Crushing waves and rough winds rule the sea,
But Fisherman dare to face their challanges,
Unlike those cowards who only stand to see,
Waiting for their fates and afraid of changes.

There are mountains blocking the passage,
Full of rolling boulders and steep cliff on each edges,
None will listen to cowards last message,
As they are no worthy to look from every single edge.

The soldiers fight bravely without looking at the hour,
While the hide leaving his friends to fight the enemy that came,
The valiant died leaving behind his glory and honour,
Cowards lived a damned life which is full of regrets and shame.

The ghost will haunt those trasspassers in his house,
As it have something unfullfilled when he still alive,
The pass will haunt those cowards even in his house,
As long as he dont face it untill the end of his life.

Fishes struggle to climb the waterfall,
Jumping with all their might till they reach home,
Cowards leave their comrades to fall,
How can they face those people waiting at home.
And tell them the reason they have fall,
While you survived and alone have returned home.

A good hunter will never miss or let its prey escape,
Even if he miss the first he wont miss it for the second time,
Nor the rough sea and storm ever stop the fisherman,
Only cowards hide and stay while chances escape,
As he dont have dare to take those chances as a man,
Regretting later as chances don't appear for the second time.

Problems that we must face xd

2006-10-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

Each day in our whole life time,

Tales told from time to time,

About people suffering due to problems,

And how they overcome their problems.

Even if the sky is crystall clear blue,

We will still have to face all our problems,

As in time it will become bigger problems,

If we dont finish it when we are in blue.

There are many types of problems,

Coming in and out of our life,

But thats how we live our life,

Facing all challanges and problems.

There are times when the sky are blocked,

By the black thick clouds in the sky,

But people kept on hoping to the sky,

ALthough their path were always blocked.

All of problems have a solution,

Some maybe too difficult to solve alone,

As we can not do everything all alone,

Lets work together to find the solution.

Some people struggle in the end,

As they care of their pride too much,

Whats the worth of suffering so much,

When you can just put it to an end.

Even the sun and sky can be deceived,

By the clouds which said bring comfort,

Dont easily trust people just for comfort,

As you maybe the one who are deceived.

The path may diverge infront of us,

One lead to a clear and bright way,

While the other lead the struggling way,

But let nothing there can stop us,

As we must go on with our own way,

Let all the gods and angels bless us.

There are mountais and jungle stopping us,

But there must a correct way,

To cross this problems which are stopping us,

Although we might not know the way

Let no problem or danger dare to challenge us,

As long we done it the right way.

Whenever we are in doubt of the path we choose,

There is always some one to ask,

Ask among ourselves which is the best road to choose,

There is nothing wrong to ask,

As we might struggle to find make the desicion to choose,

So just save our pride and ask.

Sound victory xd

2006-10-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me and my friend finally trash that bloody noob shit face >.<
His nickname is kyte ( IF u see him dont play dota with him >.< he will make your team loose)
The one reason is he is playing noobstyle
His friends are dying while he creeping and all his friends thought dat will help >.< shish
If he is there to help their friends than his team would not loose >.<
BUt my friends and I meet this 1 guy xd he is the friend of cameron ( the CG technician)
AT 1st i thought his dota skill was so so but as time goes by i find him one of the best support i ever seen>.<
His shackle was so accurate dat the moment i swap d opponent were net xd and i like HOWAH xd
And he always dont aim for last hit and can understand what we want to do even though we doint tell him xd
What a great guy xd

AWESOME bbq xd

2006-10-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

Sadly to say we dint take pics of the bbq xd
There are 19 of us and t cost us 127.80 xd so each of us only need to pay 7 bugs xd
The view from the roof top of Donalds apartment is Awesome xd
I could see Docklandsfrom there xd
The food was totally great xd I eat 2 hot dogs , 1 steak and 1 calf steak xd
And is all cooked by OUR greatest chef Khairul Mizan xd (I think dats how his name spelled [ I only know this 2]
But sadly..... there is rough wind and cold rain during the bbq but the 11 of us xd
Albert,Khairul,Jeremy,Romesh,Rodney,Chandra,Abraham,Egg, Chua, and myself stay under the rain to prepare the food xd
8 of em stay in the stairs xd
Our 1st meal was the sausage + bread = always in the menu for Khairul BBQ xd
2nd is Lamb chop xd well, it all started when we all forget dat Lik Hui cant eat beef so Albert and me have to rush to Safe way to get lamb chops >.<
The lamb chops taste good cuz its mizan Speciality = not fair sob sob
Then we got to taste the steak xd egg added some whisky to it xd and the taste as good xd
The calf meat also not bad =p it is very soft nyam nyam xd
Finally we got to eat the burgers xd with toasted bread xd
After all that , we gotta drink alcohol xd >.<
I think i am the most noob in drinking among all of em xd
3 shots of whisky and 1/2 cup of beer makes my face red =p and the time i reach home at 12.21, i take bath and slept xd till next morning 12 xd
WHAT A GREAT MEAL xd nyahahhahaha xd

Cannot sleep, what a pain >.<

2006-09-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

It is already 1.35am,
And still here I am,
Sitting infront of the computer,
Playing the old computer.

Thinking of the things that have passed,
And how everything have begin to passed,
Without noticing the small changes,
And trying to accept all the changes.

There is something dat bothers me,
Something that been hurting me,
From the inside of my mind,
Playing a fool with my mind.

Oh how i wish this could end,

Dont tell me this have no end,

As i long for having a life with peace,

And able to have a rest with peace.

Is this the feeling of my guilt,

The thing that i dont dare to face,

Should i face my own guilt,

Or safe my own dam freaking face.

Odd feeling i have.... Btw my mom tell me something funny xd.... Well it all started when my sis told my mom dat i have an interest in one girl... in Indonesian language, she said "dia tertarik sama perempuan di college"

Because i tell her dat i am interested with one girl the night before xd.

And my mom misunderstood it thought i like dat girl and asked me who is dat unlucky girl ....

I just say i dont like her i just have an interest in her and we two laugh xd

Since then i have been thinking about what makes me interested in dis girl....?

Cant it be i like her.... But is like impossible xd (she is not ugly just.... no hope in both side hahahahha xd)

Well.... then my mom just told me... forget about getting those girls there and just go after one of your pet sis xd

Well dats giv me a good silence xd As almost impossible i go after them xd

Not because i dont like em... well they are my sis xd and how can u like your own sis xd

Then she say she hear the song lonely by akon which i used to hear for hours last time xd

She say is nice and suits me xd but i proudly answer I AM NOT xd

2006-09-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time,

fact passed through time,

Lies here the two lords,

Who lay down their Swords.

Each came from different world,

One of them was lord of darkness,

And the other lord of brightness,

Together they vangquish that world.

Many opponents came,

Along with their challange,

But the more came,

The more failed the challenge.

With their eyes fix on the battle field,

And hands holding their weapons,

The two lords charged at the battlefield,

Fighting against all enemy weapon.

All the soldiers will hear the sound,

Before and after they marched to fight,

Till the sound of victory was sound,

The soldiers will kept on putting the fight.

When the two great armies,

exchange of fire was seen,

From each side of the armies,

Leaving nothing to be seen.

Either one side will suffer a great lost,

While the other will march on,

Destorying whats left by those who lost,

And the continue to march on.

After defending their glory for a long time,

They can finally take rest as it is time,

Where the invader give up themselves,

And find another salvation for themselves.

Thus the two lords lay down their weapons,

Along with their glory and honour,

As those battle fought with those weapons,

For the sake of glory and honour.

2006-09-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

it have been four days,
since i go my own ways,
leaving behind a person,
A once special person,
A person once i love,
But no longer i love,
As my feelings have changed,
But hers remainned unchanged,
But, what can I do,
What should I do?
Should I stay with her,
And continue lying to her,
Lie to myself about it,
Try to forget about it?
Not that I dont try,
I really do have try,
But it seems I lost,
I cant believe I lost,
But i must accpet the fact,
That this is the fact,
A path i have chosen,
Best for me and her,
But looks that i am sellfish,
But it is not that i am sellfish,
Is just I have lost,
And a lost is a lost,
No matter how you look at it,
No way i can try to win it,
Thats why i give up,
Sorry as i give up,
On this very important fight,
Which i should have put a fight,
Till the end of my life,
The way I lead my life.

2006-09-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

My computer display pics... it is combined along from many pictures xd
It is funny though as it looks a bit unbalanced xd

2006-09-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hehhehehehe xd happy birthday to this blog xd well........ guess who i am among these dudes xd

(*hint i am the most odd among them)

This picture was taken by my friend, Stanley xd very clear xd